I just shot myself in the foot.
I just ruined all the progress I had made in the past 15 weeks.
I just sentences myself to a place where I am extremely certain that nothing can get me out of.
All I want to do is cry, but no tears are coming.
I can't bring myself to try and finish, try and give something more, try and do what I came here to do.
Why did I do this? Why didn't I just get up or stay up and to avoid all this.
I KNEW what I was getting into, why didn't it matter?
Why am I such a failure?
Why couldn't I have been better than him?
Why don't I want this?
I am so ashamed.
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